Reminiscing

Sometimes I miss how things used to be. I miss my Paden and having him here with me, I miss when we just had time to hang out, I miss the friends I used to have, I miss cookie parties at the compound with Cami and everyone. I miss my coworkers like Amber and Sam and Mari and everyone else thats gone, I miss my wonderful cousin/recent roomie Nicole, and so many more. But Im glad I got to meet so many amazing people that have all impacted my life greatly. Im grateful for the opportunity to be here in Hawaii and meet so many people from around the world. Life never stops changing. I guess that means the my friends will never stop changing either. I think God brings the people we need into our lives at specific times to teach us something, even if it is something small, and then has them move on to teach and touch someone else life. It pretty amazing but sometimes I wish it would just stop. But it all makes me even more grateful for my amazing fiance who wont leave or move on. He's gunna be with me for eternity :)