All You Need is Love

I love my fiance. He's amazing. I'm so grateful that I have him. Sometimes we do have rough patches and awkward moods but he really is the love of my life :)

Frustrating

Its annoying when people try and tell you what you do everyday when they dont even know! Really its a pet peeve of mine. People trying to tell others what they do & dont do when they have no clue. Its annoying when roomates say, "All you do is spend time with your fiance & go to school" I wish that was the case but unfortunately I dont get to spend ANY of my time with my fiance!!!! All I do all day is go to school, go to work, & then do homework. The most time I get to spend with my fiance is like 20minutes between class & then when he walks me home after work or school. Thats it! It makes me so mad when people try and tell me otherwise. Im not even home at all!! How are they going to tell me what I do when Im not at home?! Frustrating! Then I have another roomie, who although is super nice, is dirty minded & (the biggy) She eats everyone else's food & uses everyone elses stuff! Sometimes she doesnt even ask. She has her own bathroom but she uses mine & Nicoles all the time. Then she took my hydrogen peroxide without asking and never returned it! I went into her bathroom today & found my bottle & another one! Then whenever my fiance comes over, shes always dressed inappropriately and it makes me uncomfortable & it makes him uncomfortable. Its just bad timing & an accident but it always happens. I dont even want him over at my house anymore because of her & my other roomates who dont know how to dress themselves. Cant wait till im married and dont have to deal with any other roomates but the love of my life!

Downside

The only downside is, I work till 9:30!!!! and the Ball gets over at 11:30 :( So ima bring all my stuff to work & then try & get off a little early so i can get ready in the bathroom :) Hopefully itll only take like 15 minutes. I already have my hair almost done. After work ill just apply a little makeup, throw on my dress & accessories, fix my hair & wallah!! :D hopefully it works! lol

First Term Ball!!!

Im sooo excited for the Ball tonight!!!! Im so happy that Sam asked me :) Hes soo adorable!!! Hes a real sweetheart and really cute :) Hes a good guy :) which makes me happy! No one...let me rephrase, no guy has ever asked me to like anything! When ever i went on dates, I initiated it or asked the guy & once my friend told her brother that i wanted him to ask me to LDS Prom & he still wouldnt! He didnt believe her! So i had to ask him & then he said yes. Ive had guys ask, do you wanna go eat at kahuku grill or wanna watch a movie with me but they were all approached kinda like hanging out almost. This is like the first time a guy has straight out asked "Do you want to go to the Ball with me?" It makes me happy! :D

:/

I miss my Joe! :( I got a message from him the other day asking if i was still in hawaii. I told him i was; asked him why?; asked if he was planning a party lol . He said no hes just been thinking of me & how he hasnt seen me all summer ):) idk whether to be happy that he was thinking of me or sad because i havent seen him in forever & miss everyone back home including him. He was my #1 in High School. One of my best buddies. Im impressed by how well he put up with me lol hes awesome! i miss him :(

Friends

Thank goodness for great friends like Jacob who can save me from my boredom. Both today and tomorrow! I getta go with him to Kaneohe to get his car checked out, DMV, & see about getting some 5 fingers for him. Should be fun. At least i wont be stuck at home doing nothing.

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh im soooo BORED!!!!! Theres like absolutely nothing to do! Why did i not check to see if i got any Pell grants or loan offers before i decided not to take classes??!!! THere is nothing to do here!!!! I need a job but ive never written up a real resume & i need help with it. I think what i have is good enough for school but then what do i do with it? I know i need to upload it to YCareers but Do i need to take it somewhere else to get it checked to make sure i actually did it right? Or does it really matter since its just a school resume for an on campus job? SO annoying! And then i was suppose to get a job off campus as a nanny/house keeper/personal assistant but the lady who said wed keep in contact didnt tell me if she got the job that would require extra help around the house (me) and she didnt pick up when i called her and didnt return my call or my text. IDK WHAT TO DO! Just find another job(s) on campus & forget about her offer or wait around until she either calls me or returns my call? Honestly i dont think i can handle another week BY MYSELF!!! Im soooo BORED!!!! And the weather hasnt been very nice either. Its been raining which doesnt make for very good beach days :/ Summer vacation was never this bad and its only been like a week!!! I dont even have my sisters to talke to! And i tried calling Kris today, she didnt pick up. Tried calling Rachel, she didnt pick up. Tried calling home and they didnt pick up!!!! What is this nonsense?! Goodness!!!